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14 January 2008 @ 07:01 pm
 
 On Friday I participated in a BDSM party specifically organized to tap into Energy and use it during our interactions. It was a very interesting experience since most of my energy work has been within Pentecostal/charismatic circles. I am still trying to work through everything I experienced during the evening. One of the most interesting things, for me, was the buzzing I experienced until I was flogged. It's like the energy was trapped inside me until released through the flogging. I had an overwhelming need to be sexual so I was very happy that my partner visited the next night so I could release that energy in a way that is healthy for me. 

There's still some remainders of the energy with me so I didn't do a good enough job of letting go of it at the closure of the party. I'll get better with that in time. 

All in all, it was exciting, interesting, and very intriguing. I'm looking forward to the next party.
 
 
 
(Anonymous) on December 1st, 2009 07:47 am (UTC)
what of
what of those of us trapped in our cages;
do we all have the right to the same experiences?
how do i get back what they took from me?
do you understand, men have to submit to be touched.
im tired of begging.
i am not a fish tank snail.
i am not a vampire.
it cannot be taken.
not by me, or any sane man.
TOUCH ME OR I WILL want to KILL YOU.
STOP HURTING ME.
do you take it for granted??
HELP
this is not a joke
how do i get back what was taken from me without stealing it.
I WILL NOT